Time flies!!

 Hello everyone! How are you? Time flies! My life has been so hectic since my second girl was born. Now she is 5 months old, 7 kg. Her face has changed a lot since she was born. She is quite healthy and often smiling at everyone, sometimes laughing out loud. She likes to be hugged, or rather, she gets angry when she is placed alone. So I must hug her and move around when she is awake. But she is getting heavier.
 Now, her life is like this. Drinking milk, doing pee or poo, crying for sleep, and sleep・・・・ keeps doing them again and again. Honestly, I can finally relax in a brief moment when she falls asleep after crying out for sleep.
At the same time, I feel like this. I don't want to miss every precious time with her. For that reason, I'm trying to be with her as much as I can.

  This feeling didn't occur to me when my first daughter was 5 months. At that time, I used to drop her at my mother in the morning and went to work without feeling too much guilty.  I thought I should get back to work. But now I think I can understand what an important thing is in life. 

   My first daughter, on the other hand, is 2 and 5 months old now. She speaks many words. I am often surprised with her rapid growth. She has started showing her strong personality. She is so cute for me for sure, but is naughty and selfish in deed. Sometimes, I feel it's too much for me to look after her. But I'm so glad that she likes reading. Every night, I read books for her until she falls asleep. She asks me to read her favorite books again and again. I wonder why she doesn't get bored to read same stories. My reading goes for an hour every night. Sometimes I fall asleep while reading and she wakes me up saying, 'WAKE UP Mom!!!' oh, dear.
I guess she will be a chatty girl. Now my life is for my daughters and I enjoy it very much.